“And I’m not saying that I know what I want
But I know what I don’t, don’t want to rot in my room and never know what could have been, believe what everyone else tells me is true.”
this summer was weird. really fun though. i did everything i wanted to do pretty much. i realized a lot just recently though. i realized that you have to take inventory of everyone in your life and weed out the bad people. not necessarily bad, but the unimportant. even if it hurts to get rid of them. i trust very few people now after what has happened to me recently. im left with a couple really good friends, and im okay with that. true colors show eventually. selfishness. it’s everywhere, i cant stand it. ive been trying to surround myself with new people. it’s refreshing. im even good friends with my old enemy now aha. im really gonna try to get to know people now instead of listening to what other people have to say because that happens to me and it pisses me off.
i saw cody for the last time today. he leaves in the morning.
hopefully ill be partying in oneonta on saturday! i miss jordan and im excited to see her.
I MISS
tumbling!
i stopped because i thought it was really stupid and pointless. you cant really express yourself on here cause everyone can read it. i think it causes drama too just like formspring and dat other shitttt. BUT. i need to write i think itll help me so im gonna start again. on here ill write and i think im gonna make my own secret tumblr muhahahha!
i hope nobody ever finds it..
